This is goodbye, for now.
To my friends of AN, I'll be leaving you for about 573 days starting the first week in January. I'll be doing two years (minus good time credit) at a federal prison camp for minimum security offenders. I got indicted for mdma related charges back in 2004, plead guilty in 2005, finally got sentenced to 24 months in 2006, and I'll start serving my time in 2007 -- a long process that now has it's end in sight.
Although I live in the Bay Area, I'll be doing my time about 1000 miles from here, so I'm sure A's news (and discussion) will be close to nill. I'll keep an eye on box scores and I'll be cursing Bobby Crosby as much as possible, but staying in touch with AN will be near impossible. baseballgirl has been kind enough to serve as a liaison to A's stuff and to you guys for me while I'm "inside". She promises to print out some of your better discussions and mail them to me (I won't have email or internet access); I may get cute and write a dairy or two with my unquestionable insights into A's baseball </sarcasm> that could get scanned and posted, we'll see. If you feel like writing me while I'm in, you can email me between now and January 5th and I'll give you my new temporary address, or you can ask baseballgirl after that, she'll have my mailing address.
One last thing; I haven't really been able to participate on AN much since we lost in the playoffs... Some of you were very offended by a comment I made about Cory Lidle after we learned of his death -- I wanted to apologize to those people for being insensitive and crass, obviously there is a time and a place for that kind of humor, and while it may be my style, I shouldn't have posted it here. Please accept my sincere apology.
Take care AN. I'll be out toward the end of the 2008 season, and I expect big things for our little team. I'll keep up my passionate fan hood, at least until they move to the suburbs and I abandon them like a bad real estate deal.
Merry Christmas - eamb
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Tough break
do a google or wikipedia search
sorry to hear it
Best of luck.
And if you are allowed posters in there, let me know and i can make anything you want custom.
Merry fuckin' Christmas, eh?
-Pat
Charges were federal, not state.
ok
The offer stands.
Let me know.
War on drugs.....what a crock.
Good luck eamb and stay safe.
by gilaASfan on Dec 24, 2006 7:41 PM PST reply actions
Hey, good luck.
No, this will be my first stint
I hope it's your first and last
Worse even than Macha's pen management
by FreeSeatUpgrade on Dec 24, 2006 9:33 PM PST reply actions
Good luck to you, sir.
Best,
jeepers
Been missing your contributions lately,
all I want for Christmas is legalization
Meanwhile, the oil and prison-building industries continue to grow.
When ever or where ever governments restrict...
Also, deaths are regretable when they are premature but my own personal sympathies are more favorable to those people who make choices that reflect behaviors that I would have engaged in myself. I would prefer to have a society with drug legalization but I would personally like to see people excercize some wisom in avoiding drugs. Therefore, I -- like the evil bastards that make up "the powers that be" -- are more greatly concerned with those that meet death early and that have the higher degree of innocence in tact...my own preference, of course.
If we had only given the weapons inspectors more time so that Hussien would have been given more time to comply, then maybe the invasion of Iraq could have been avioded. After all, Iraq was a lie and so were the UN Security Council Resolutions. But, Afghanistan had a mandate that clearly existed...there were no resolutions and a 12-year history of non-compliance to ceasefire agreements. Do you suppose that our unwillingness to get tough on Iraq much earlier may have caused some in Afghanistan to view us as a bunch of candy-asses? Was this hypothetical view correct? If so, is it still a correct view?
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 26, 2006 9:48 AM PST up reply actions
In a word, no.
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 4:45 AM PST up reply actions
well-wishing warranted a separate post
tough break, eamb
Thanks for everything guys
Take care of yourself
by Tyler Bleszinski on Dec 25, 2006 11:43 PM PST up reply actions
Keep your chin up eamb
You will be back talking A's baseball with us before you know it brother.
There is a thought...what is AN going to look like in two years?
best wishes eamb
And may all the ludicrous drug laws be repealed ASAP.
by emperor nobody on Dec 26, 2006 10:21 AM PST reply actions
good luck and stay safe
Good luck and stay safe. This shall pass. Keep your head up and know that you will get through this.
by Athletics fan and runner on Dec 26, 2006 10:49 AM PST reply actions
What, exactly, are you leaving out?
Far too many representatives feel as though they are not doing anything unless they make new legislation. Just once I'd like to hear a politician say, "You know, we've really screwd this up here and we did not forsee the unintended consquences and costs. We are going to repeal this particular legislation and, in the future, we are also going to look at other legislation that is not working." That'll be the wise and honest SOB that'll get my vote...unfortunately, mine vote is probably one of only a handful that he or she would get.
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 26, 2006 11:07 AM PST up reply actions
I am leaving it out
No other reason than that.
by Athletics fan and runner on Dec 26, 2006 7:40 PM PST up reply actions
The other side of the coin.
Also, have you ever seen a 40 year old junkie? One who has destroyed almost every vein in his body that he now pushes heroin into his sexual organs? And those have become abscessed and deformed. They no longer function as intended, but he doesn't care because his bitch is a spike. The same guy will tell you to your face that he curses the day he heard the word heroin, and if he could do it over again, he would just as soon not have been born. Of course, by this point his time is almost up. The best he can hope for is to die realatively easy, and if he's lucky a nurse or prison guard will take pity on him and hold his hand as he falls away to whatever awaits us all. Because by now he has burned every friend a family member he ever had chasing his bitch.
Legalization is a legitimate societal option to consider, I'll grant you that. There may be certain benefits to the legalization of at least some controlled substances. But be aware, that you may call a truce on your "war on drugs", but drugs will sure as hell not declare a truce on you or yours. If they can, they will destroy those they first seduce. It's in their nature.
The thing is...
Here's my closing question: have you ever seen a teenage kid on the street in the city selling drugs, almost always on behalf of a large underground operation? I walk around downtown Buffalo at night, which outside of one thriving strip of bars is about as deserted a downtown area as you'll find, and I'll still probably get approached by a kid (or a man, but that's another story) offering me "snow" or what have you. Yeah, it's pretty sad to see a kid sucked in to the unregulated drug market like that (see, I call for legalization with regulation...I don't know how Joe feels about that "r" word there)...he's lucky if he'll live to be a 40-year-old junkie. Legalization would eliminate the drug trade as we know it, which is responsible for so much violence in this country...increased accessibility of "softer" drugs is definitely a trade worth making there.
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 4:24 AM PST up reply actions
I guess the assumption
I will concede that the resources devoted to eradicating marijuana use could wisely be put to better use combating meth. However, where do you draw the line? I would support regulation and growth of MJ in the States as long as such revenues generated were devoted to law enforcment efforts to eradicate Meth, Opiates, and other "hard core" drugs as well as the smuggling of drugs through our borders.
Your also right, there are not many 40 year old junkies. They usually don't last that long. But the story I mentioned is a true one. For what it's worth, the guy died a short time later. It was a lonely and pathetic death, and a needlessly horrible one. Although he was a useless junkie at the end of his life, at one time he was someone's son. I hold that his life was of more value than ensconcing libertarian values towards recreational drug use outside the laws of the nation.
Words and idea's have power and meaning. There will be consequences that will affect people if drug use is condoned by society. Human beings will be consigned to immense suffering, even those who do not partake. Thats not a step to be taken lightly because a segement of society resents infringement on their personal liberties. That's my two cents anyway.
Not where I'm coming from
But ideology isn't my chief concern here. I'm sure at some point today Joe will be weighing in here; then you can deal with a true ideologue on this subject. I'm just TRYING to look at this WoD campaign objectively, pragmatically. From that point of view, I feel it is all but a complete failure. You're fighting that assumption, but I'll fight your assumption that "government interdiction" has spared even a positive net total of young people "the scourge of addiction." You're right, life is priceless. Which is why it's so fucking frustrating to see waste of this magnitude, when lives COULD be saved much more effectively.
You think government intervention is preventing young kids from even experimenting with drugs? Given youthful contrarianism and the learn-the-hard-way mentality of people of any age, I don't think so. And I'm almost ready to summon some data to buttress my case here...not yet, but almost. In the gradual buildup of my passion, using caps lock is the first manifestation; having the motivation to do research is the second, heh. Personal laziness and general, commonsensical observations of human nature aside, I have read articles that detail, painstakingly, the failure of the WoD to produce results. If I'm not going to guide you to them, Google will.
I really need you to elaborate on this puzzling but potentially thought-provoking sentence in the last paragraph: "Human beings will be consigned to immense suffering, even if they do not partake." What kind of suffering do you envision for the non-users? For the casual users? Not everyone is predisposed by brain chemistry or prompted by circumstance to make the leap from occasional drug use to full-blown addiction. The baby boomer generation survived the 70's, didn't they?
More to come on this topic I'm sure...
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 5:45 AM PST up reply actions
A true ideologue...for liberty?
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 27, 2006 6:01 AM PST up reply actions
Consigned to suffering...
Apples to oranges?
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 27, 2006 8:22 AM PST up reply actions
Not quite apples and oranges.
The reason organized crime didn't disappear...
The regulation of gambling, from where I stand, is currently in a similar state of disarray to the regulation of drugs, although the approach being taken in regards to the former is almost diametrically opposed to the approach to the latter, even though both can have the same devastating impact on society. While drug experimentation is at least being held constant, perhaps, by the WoD, internet gaming is prospering, with lots of young people being drawn in by the lure of quick cash here. I've never been addicted to an illicit drug (though I've had my fair share of problems with legal ones), but I do have some experience in trying to ward off the similarly addictive rush of gambling (chemically, the high of gambling can trigger the same sort of dopamine rush as, say, cocaine). Given the problems that are arising as a result of the proliferation of tribal casinos and online gaming, doesn't it seem a bit inconsistent to do little to curb the gaming industry, while doing a lot to futilely try to curb drug usage? Personally, the occasional joint/bong hit never did me much harm; past addiction to gambling continues to haunt me to this day, in the form of panic/anxiety.
But one thing that can be said as gambling becomes increasingly legitimized in our society, both in practice and in attitude (it's been that way in the UK for some time now), is that the casual bettor doesn't really have a need for the baseball bat-wielding bookie anymore. Unless you're taking hundreds of thousands of dollars from Harrah's by counting cards at high-stakes blackjack, you're probably not going to be exposing yourself to that kind of risk in the casino environment. So I guess my main points of this rather unwieldy post was to illustrate why organized crime didn't disappear once Prohibition was repealed and to point out the seeming inconsistency in the way gambling and drugs, which at the core are similar in nature, are being dealt with.
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 9:38 AM PST up reply actions
A constitutional amendment for prohibiting...
As to the other matter and whether or not crime (both of the violent and organized variety) decreased or not: I would like to see some evidence of that [this is not a request for you to back up what you wrote rather, this is me just dwelling aloud]. It is entirely possible that memebers of organized crime families just shifted their efforts to the next profitable things that government sought to restrict (like drugs, gambling, prostitution, etc.) Notice that profits are very high when government restrict...they have to be in order to compensate the producers for the risks that they take...but that, in turn, creates the need to protect the profits by stiffling the competitition in some way shape or form...anti-trust legislation does not pertain to illegal industry.
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 27, 2006 9:48 AM PST up reply actions
I don't know if you...
"It is entirely possible that memebers of organized crime families just shifted their efforts to the next profitable things that government sought to restrict (like drugs, gambling, prostitution, etc.)"
is pretty much what I argued, in a nutshell...except I said not that it was possible that it happened, but that it did happen.
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 10:26 AM PST up reply actions
We were writing at the same time...
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 27, 2006 11:52 AM PST up reply actions
Whereas I try to repeat other people's
one little local anecdote I left out
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 4:31 AM PST up reply actions
another related question
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 4:34 AM PST up reply actions
Great discussion above, guys.
In the end, I think it comes down to the individual balancing their short, medium, and long -term choices between what will bring them satisfaction in the short, medium, and long-terms. Not everybody is going to make the same choices as you and I might but I am actually okay with that. And, if it was someone from my family making choices that I didn't care for, I am going to try and persuade like you wouldn't believe because that's all you can really do.
by LowcountryJoe on Dec 27, 2006 5:52 AM PST up reply actions
I agree with this.
In other words, are people too stupid to make good decisions for themselves, or not? And, is the same decision a good decision for everybody?
The same decision being good for everybody is a pretty good benchmark for worthiness of a law. If it's a good idea for everybody to never drink, then a law should be passed to prevent people from drinking. Similarly...
Eamb?
Take care of yourself, and try to send word to AN about how you are doing.
Thanks for writing, eamb...
However, I know what a hard time I would have without the A's for an entire season, and how important AN has become to a lot of us, and because of this, I want to make sure that one of our fellow ANers still feels connected to the A's in some way during a very difficult time in his life.
If anyone would like to help with the 'keeping eamb connected' effort, please let me know. I don't know what he'll have access to, but should find out soon, and then maybe we can arrange weekly box scores, and 'best diaries of AN' letters throughout the season.
Thanks :)
I will be glad to help with that.
If I can help in some way,
Take care
Good luck, eamb.
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Take care!!!
-Nick Swisher
Don't Drop the Soap
so clever
by Cutthemullet on Dec 27, 2006 4:01 AM PST up reply actions

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